Tough Times

This is going to be my most challenging semester. EVER!

FYI I'm a working student. Both full time. Baliw lang. I want to keep myself busy kasi eh.

Currently, my work starts at 6:45 p.m. (till 3:15 a.m.) but I will have it moved to 5:00 p.m. that way I can have, at most, 3 hours of sleep before going to school.

My days off  (from work) are Mondays and Thursdays and I will keep it that way.

I can't say enough thank you's to my company for being so accommodating with my schedule.

As you can see, I have no classes on Tuesdays and Fridays. Just work. I will compensate my lost hours of sleep on these days. Tee hee.

I love challenges.

A New Beginning

I took my very first HIV test yesterday and I had to wait 24 hours for the results. Talk about suspense and torture.

I'll write a separate entry re: the whole screening process.

For now, I have a reason to celebrate.

October 21, 2011 is now my second birthday.

So yeah, Happy Birthday, Poyee!

Ng Minsang Ako'y Nagpaka-Emo

Bakit nga ba single pa rin si Poyee hanggang ngayon?  Tara't samahan mo kong magbalik tanaw sa nakaraan.

 

Si B. Ang dahilan kung bakit takot akong magmahal. Kung bakit takot akong ma-reject. Dahil sa kanya nakuntento na akong magmahal ng patago. Humanga ng patago.

Sabi nila matamis ang unang pag-ibig pero walang 'sing pait ang dinulot nito sa kin.
Bestfriends naman daw kami. 

Sa isip-isip ko... "K".

Si V. Langit at lupa ang pagitan naming dalawa. Actually kaya nya akong bilhin. Ganun sya kayaman.

Hanggang ngayon di nya alam na minsang nabaliw ako sa kanya. Sa katunayan, s'ya ang kauna unahang lalaking nagawan ko ng tula. Hindi nga lang nya nabasa.

 

Si E. Ginulo niya ang buhay ko. May boyfriend na sya noong nagkacrush ako sa kanya. Kaya't minabuti ko na lang i-kimkim yung nararamdaman ko. Sobrang lakas ng tama ko sa kanya. 

Pero nung huling kita namin, parang magaan na yung pakiramdam ko, wala ng bitterness. Ibig  bang sabihin nun nakapagmove-on na ko?

Si M. Discreet. Siya ang unang bf ko. Naging kami ata? (5 days) pero dahil sabi ni Mu[g]en kelangan maka-1 buwan muna bago ma-consider na naging kayo. Kaya, sige hindi na naging kami. LOL.

Isang gabing pinagsaluhan namin na hanggang ngayon di ko pa rin malimot. Naka auto-replay sa utak ko.

At hanggang ngayon umaasa pa rin ako.

Lahat sila magsisilbing paalala na bigo ako sa pag-ibig. Lahat sila hindi naging akin.

at lahat sila pinaiyak ako.

Aray.

Just My Two Cents' Worth

On my way home, riding a jeepney...

A man wearing a white cap, his right hand clutching a bunch of sampaguitas, got on and sat beside Manong Driver.

There were four of us inside. I was busy with my phone, tweeting and Grindr-ing (haha) at the same time. The rest of them were sleeping. I couldn't remember what made me look at the man's direction but what I witnessed next had left me speechless for a moment: 

Instead of money, the man gave some of his sampaguitas, as his fare, to the driver. 

Aww...

I couldn't help but smile and thought: "Uso pa pala barter ngayon."



"Life is really simple, but we insist on making it complicated." - Confucius