Kaong

Current time: 12:13 P.M.
I will attempt to finish this post in 16 minutes. Time starts now.



Magulo. 'Yan lang ang masasabi ko.

Sa love life,
sa eskwela,
sa work.


Life in general. What  a very nice introduction for my first post for 2012.


1. Love life
Ano yun? Haha. Merong someone pero di ko sigurado yung nararamdaman ko sa kanya. Gaya nga ng sinabi ko sa taas, magulo nga di'ba?
Sa dinami-dami ba naman ng heartaches na pinagdaanan ko masisisi mo bang ma-trauma ang lola nyo? Mukhang nagmamadali sya. Kaso ako gusto baby steps lang. Haha.

2. Eskwela
Ayan naaaaa! Ayoko sanang i-open tong topic na to kaso medyo bothered na 'ko sa nangyayari sa 'kin ngayon. Bigla bigla kasing nawalan ako ng ganang pumasok. Uli. Sa katunayan, 3 subjects ang binabalak kong i-drop. NSTP, PE 4 - Volleyball ('di ko talaga s'ya bet, chinese garter na lang!), at Asian Civ. Ewan, siguro naasar/naooverwhelm ako sa schedule ko ngayong semester. Kung nakayanan ko nga yung 1 buong taon na maging full time pareho sa school at work, ngayon hindi na talaga kinakaya ng katawang lupa ko ang pagod. Siguro nga,tumatanda na ako.

3. Work
May kinalaman to sa no 2. Lilipat na kasi kami ng site. Kung ngayon sa Cubao kami, early February sa Eastwood na. Letse. Wala na nga akong tinutulog e, dadagdagan pa ang effort ko sa pagko-commute!





at syempre 4. PERA!!! Actually, feeling ko yan ang ugat ng lahat ng mga frustrations ko ngayon. Hindi pa kasi ako nakakapagbayad ng tuition sa school. Ni hindi ko naregaluhan mga inaanak ko nung Pasko dahil pinambayad ko lahat ng mga utang ko. Ano ba yaaann, feeling ko tuloy ako si Poorita Mirasol!


O sya, 12:28 na sa orasan. Malelate na ko sa eskwela actually. Ninais ko lang talagang magpalabas este, ilabas tong niloloob ko. Tagal ko rin kasing kinikim to. Sago sago na. :P

Tough Times

This is going to be my most challenging semester. EVER!

FYI I'm a working student. Both full time. Baliw lang. I want to keep myself busy kasi eh.

Currently, my work starts at 6:45 p.m. (till 3:15 a.m.) but I will have it moved to 5:00 p.m. that way I can have, at most, 3 hours of sleep before going to school.

My days off  (from work) are Mondays and Thursdays and I will keep it that way.

I can't say enough thank you's to my company for being so accommodating with my schedule.

As you can see, I have no classes on Tuesdays and Fridays. Just work. I will compensate my lost hours of sleep on these days. Tee hee.

I love challenges.

Hey, I'm still here!

It has been a while, (“a while” would be an understatement, I know) when I last updated this blog. I have been busy with school and work and as much as I’d like to keep track of my daily hullabaloos and what not, I guess the time’s just not enough. Anyway, here’s a quick rundown of what had transpired since I last wrote here.

I didn’t take classes last summer and now though I hate to admit this, I regret it a lot. I was confident I can catch up with the remaining units in my Plan of Study but when I got enrolled this June, my heart sunk when I discovered I still have 40+ units left to take. God, I hate 5-unit subjects! This is what I get from transferring schools. LOL. I’m not complaining though, I just can’t help but notice that there are unnecessary subjects in their B.S. Psychology curriculum. I don’t get what Asian Civilization has got to do with Psychology, neither does Retorika or World Literature! So, that will leave me another 2 years in college then, just when I thought I'd be studying medicine soon. Sigh.

Only few people know my fear of getting tested [for HIV]. Up to now, I still get chills when I think about it. What if it turns out positive, how am I going to live a life I'm just starting to establish? What will the people tell? How will they react? And the most frightening question I've had to ask: "How long am I going to live?" I don't understand what made me write about it now but I'm hoping that by doing this I will come to my sense and finally take the test. I'm not promiscuous, I should tell you. I had engaged in unprotected sex thrice; blame it on curiosity but I promised I will never do it again. With the height of AIDS and HIV incidence in our country, I can't help but get frantic. Yet, I still have not enough courage to stand up and get tested. I will, but not now. 

Wallet

Wahhh. Di na naman ako pumasok sa school ngaun.

120 pesos na lang ang laman ng wallet ko. Sakto lang pamasahe ko papuntang work later. So it's quite obvious, work pa rin ang priority ko. Haha. Well, you can't blame me. My job sends me to school. So no job no school. But don't get me wrong, I still love being a student again.

Di bale, pangalawang absent ko pa lang naman sa subject na yun, I think ok pa class standing ko and besides I have a good feeling I aced the prelim last week, so I'm pretty confident my absence won't hurt that much.

Having said that, I think that my life (financial) needs a major overhaul, now that I decided to come back to school and work at the same time. Especially that I'm paying for my own tuition.

I need to learn how to spend every centavo that I earn prudently. I have a bad feeling, I'm going to be living paycheck to paycheck from now on. Unless matapos ang semester dun lang siguro ako makakapag-ipon. Then go on a shopping spree, eat out, watch movies, go clubbing. Argh, the things I had to sacrifice...

Bakit ba kasi ang tagal mag-Friday! (read: PAYDAY) pero ang bilis mag-August (read again: Birthday ko).

Sh*t, ilang araw na lang pala August na.